Thx for the replies!
It is just so hard! I think about it all the time, and just don't seem to be getting anywhere..
I guess because there are already those expectation from Mum & my sister it makes it harder on me. I think i could of already made a decision if i didn't know any better.
We just aren't that close, and she can be immature & annoying at times, but she is my family, and friends can come and go!!
FSIL is also getting married in a few months & she asked me to be her BM. So, i feel bad that i can not have everyone! But hey - I don't think i could ever have my FSIL and not my own sister, that would just dig a hole even deeper for me! Lol
I'm 2 yrs younger then my sister - And the first to be married. My sister just also asked me to be the God Mother to her son, which i accepted. That has made my decision harder again!! Lol
FH does not really get along with my sister either, and he has told me that he doesn't think i should have her. If i picked her i don't think he would be too impressed, but it is my decision in the end!
In the end it just makes it so dificult when it comes to Family. It's funny when i've heard people i know talking about their weddings, and there always seems to be some kind of family dilemma in there! Lol
I guess i am just trying to delay the decision as long as possible, so i can see how things pan out by then. But it's getting to the stage now that i need to start looking for BM Dresses! Hmmm.....