Im with you though in the post wedding oblivion (I secretly have still been looking at wedding dresses)...
I KNOW! I got my dress out again the other day and tried it on while DH wasn't home
. I woke up at 3am this morning and couldn't go back to sleep so I got up and watched our wedding slideshow DVD 3 times just to relive the day. *Sigh* I'm so sad it's all over. I keep telling DH that we need to renew our vows every year so I get to wear all the dresses I've loved but obviously never got to wear. He keeps giving me a flat 'no' as an answer. Spoil sport.
I know what you mean about paying off the wedding debt too. Here I was thinking all we needed to do was pay off the last couple of thousand and then we can start saving for our honeymoon/house, whatever. Then DH tells me today his credit card is overdrawn and he's not sure how it got like that *sigh again*. Definitely no TTC for us for a looooooong while!
Turbo, I hope your feeling is right and you have a little bean inside you! You're right, whatever will be will be and everything happens for a reason. Don't be scared! xo