Yep, me too Kez and Jessa! I have had a few freak out moments and fights with FH over nothing just because I feel so stressed
trying to remain calm and centred but it is hard with so much on at the moment. I feel like I need to have the week off work before we go away but I would have to take it without pay and that would mean 3 weeks off work without pay which we simply cant afford.
Other freak outs include the fact that FH still doesnt have a wedder!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh and one of our groomsmen just pulled out as of today with a F...ing text message saying "I'd really like to come but due to financial circumstances are unable to. Sorry." Nice hey! I mean months ago maybe this would have been acceptable but 3 weeks out when he said he was certain and when we had even bought his outfit! Arrhhh angry and I know FH is cut about it. I told FH that it didnt matter if we had uneven sides to the bridal party and that all the important people will be at our wedding, etc but
I am mad!
To top it off my DD is sick with an ear infection, the poor thing and I know its better now than on the plane but I feel like between her an I we have been sick for months!
Anyway this time in 3 weeks we will be in Fiji so if it isnt organised by then, it just isnt going to happen!