I WANT to pay all our suppliers NOW - but the DJ & makeup artist will only take cash on the day of the wedding, and the reception venue took a 50% deposit two weeks ago and will invoice us for the rest after the wedding. I just want to pay them already and get it all safely done.
On another note, apparently my father quarrelled with my uncle a few weeks back and is not saying he won't come to our wedding (because my uncle will be there?! I don't know why, honestly). My grandmother is upset with my father and is now saying she won't come if he doesn't come. Seriously, I'm not sure I care anymore, I just wish they'll decide for sure and let us know soon - there are friends whom we'd like to invite in their place if they're going to let a stupid family quarrel get in the way of attending our wedding.
Also, I just realised that NO ONE has seen my wedding dress except the dressmaker and me! I forgot to show any of the idea photos to my mum, bridesmaids, or my FMIL. Not even FH has seen the dress, though he went with me to half a dozen bridal studios to try on dresses (poor guy) and has gone with me to every dress fitting (he's been more like a bridesmaid than my bridesmaids!), because the dressmaker won't let him see it, other than the fabric scraps.
This means it will really be a complete surprise to everyone on the day. Now I'm even more excited, if that's possible!