Good effort alwayz_shopping!
I'm kinda annoyed, the Fernwood I was going to moved premises and now the group fitness classroom is way smaller. To be honest though, I haven't gone in like two weeks. I blame Easter, I was going pretty well but then Easter screwed up my routine and I just haven't been back. I'm thinking now that I'll cancel my gym membership since it's such a hassle to get there now and the facilities aren't as good. Unfortunately FH works much later at night than I do (he usually works until about 6:30pm) so I can't really go to the gym with him either, which is a bummer. I'm contemplating giving the 'Lose Weight in 8' exercise program from Exercise TV a go (see http://www.exercisetv.tv/loseweightin8/ ... ced:050411
). It looks pretty good and I think it might help me to have a solid schedule of workouts for the next two months, plus it's only $12.95 which is a lot more affordable than $27 per week at the gym! Not sure if we're allowed to buy it in Australia though (I want the online version) so I'll have to check it out tonight. They also have a free workout plan (see http://www.exercisetv.tv/workout-plans/
) called 'sexy summer body' that looks good, and you can't get much better than free
I'm having a lot of negative thoughts about myself. I really want to lose about 10kg before the wedding but haven't been feeling motivated and then I'm beating myself up about being lazy which just makes me feel worse...I keep thinking to myself 'geez, if you can't even get fit for one of the biggest days of your life, looks like you're always going to be overweight'...like, what happens when I have a baby and stuff? I don't want to 'let myself go' :/