I'm checking in at 88.2kg
If I'm not honest with my weight then I just hide in the corner and pretend its not an issue. I'm excellent at making excuses but its not getting me anywhere. I'm pretty sure I have floated in and out of this thread since December last year but nothing has really changed.
I've just completed my second weight session with FH tonight - still sore from Monday nights chest and triceps, and I'm sure my legs will be hating me tomorrow. I'm goal weight is 60kg overall but my first mini goal is to be under 80kg by the 1st of July. I just need to stop being lazy and eat clean.
I hate that I don't feel confident enough to wear clothes. I've adopted some lovely stretch marks on my upper arms near my underarms that make me so self conscious so I avoid wearing singlets. I avoid wearing shorts because my legs are horrible. I avoid wearing anything tight on my stomach because it makes my stomach look worse.
Something needs to change because I don't want to look like this when I get married.