Im dreading today
I have my first appointment with my (possibly) new specialist. Depending on how things go this will most likely become a fortnightly event...oh yay.
For some background history I have been seeing my previous doctor every fortnight for the last 2.5yrs with no success. At the height of his prescription giving addicition he had me on 22 tablets spread over 4 sessions a day. I have lost count how many times my meds have changed and every time I go through the same horrible withdrawal symptoms then I get new meds and the new complications emerge. For instance one medication I have to treat my condition makes sleeping very difficult so I had to go on another med to make me sleep. Another medication I am on makes me shake (yes physically shake) so I am on another med to limit how much I shake...feels like I am going around in circles
Im so anxious as I know the most likely probability is that this new doctor will want to change at least 4 of the 7 meds im on and with each change comes everything horrible that is associated with it. But overall im just praying that everything can be sorted even just a bit so my life can be a little more normal
Anyway thankyou for listening