I picked up my dress this arvo - alfred angelo 838 - anyway when I tried it on before I got a feeling of love just for being in it. This time - nothing! I left the "suck in pants" at home and just quickly tried it on and of course the person trying on a dress next to me was skinny and trying on the most gorgeous dresses and I just felt blah. I only took my daughters with me and they both said I looked nice - um nice, I was after gorgeous, stunning, amazing. I just felt like a fat slob and i'm scared i'm going to look like a fat cow at my wedding. I've been trying really hard to lost weight, but nothing has happened. I want to go on duramine, but it makes me loopy and I won't do that to FH. I just want to look beautiful. At my last wedding I looked awful, fat and dowdy and I want to look stunning, but I feel with two months to go i've left it too late and i'm going to look like a blimp.
Sorry for the long rant, just really down.
I want my size 10 body back, i'm so sick of being a 16.